I am amidst a repulsive storm fabricated by un-felt and forgotten emotion. I am painfully excited, yet I dread to see what shade of soul I embody when this storm rips away all these walls I have constructed. I was aware of the impending disaster, but I was seized by its allure and was doomed by… Read More An Inevitable Perpetual Occurence
The world becomes too real when he alters the chemicals in his brain. Perhaps he is repulsed by reality and needs to escape from it by, unbeknownst to him, deluding himself? “Reality… reality crushes me. I am at my precipice. Perhaps a simple leap is my answer. Reality is madness. Reality… is too unbearable.” He… Read More Disposing these thoughts.
Who are the people I know other than what I claim to know of them? Are they to be trusted? Why do they associate themselves with me? If they have motives, then what are they? They can’t be trusted because I am too insecure about my existence. I have many, many issues. Internal issues. Socializing.… Read More Breakdown. Thoughts for the garbage
I had a mental breakdown yesterday. Weed was the cause. It was the edible kind of weed. I was told it gives a physical high. Not with me it did. I got paranoid. I can’t trust people. I realized many things. My mind is too active. I am bad with organizing external stimuli in my… Read More Dispose